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I was happily joining the rest of my hip hop class at my gym when I slipped, fell and proceeded to scream for a few moments…I felt my knee “pop” as my leg slid under all my weight behind my body. I feel water all over my leg and hear everyone yelling for someone to turn the music down…I tell everyone I’m ok even though I wasn’t and I let my teacher clean up the puddle under me. It looked like someone from the previous class spilled some water and nobody cleaned it up. Hmmm. When I got up and struggled to get myself to the car and get in my bed, the pain was terrible, it felt like my kneecap was loose. I rested for a day and it had gotten worse so I called my attorney and told him what happened. He had me see the best doctor in the area who thought I tore my acl, after my MRI was received he told me I completely tore my medial meniscus. Earlier, When asked where the pain was I responded the medial and back side of my knee, also felt mediating from my ankle to hip. So I was not surprised. He also told me I will be needing surgery. I will find out tomorrow when I will be scheduled for the procedure. I hope its very soon because yesterday I felt a painful “pop” in my knee again and I have been limping around for weeks. I’m going through workout withdraw syndrome and I can’t take the stairs! I can’t dance! And I will be broke off! I just started with the HR dept at my job and from sales to cust service to corporate recruiter is a great leap for 09 but I missed out on a promotion because I’m limping around like a crazy person lol at least I have a job where I don’t have to stand but I miss my active lifestyle and just to let everyone know tearing your medial meniscus is a pretty bad injury.

Lmao this will not be a “deep” entry…I’m at work and I’m just chillin wondering why I can’t deny this song? When I first heard it I’m like oh no what tha world is thIs? i had to lower it just to be able to experience it cuz i was driving and didnt wanna thump it lol…well i found myself listening it at least once a day and now im str8 in my cubicle jammin so hard right now. im gettin money…oh! lmao

confused?
Im talkin about Souja boy’s new song…”Turn my swag on”

WHAT IS WRONG WIT Q????!
Lol wow buddy is lOsIn it…he is sexy as ever but he is trIppin…I feel him when he gets tired of not having creative control over the direction that the group is going but jeez, I mean first he wants to beat Will, he’s makin big boy cry and now hes beating someone else on tha next episode. Brian’s absolutely right. Things will never be the same. lmao entertainment at its best.

Confused?…q from making the band is really losing it.

Last night I was glued to the tube watching the world premiere of “America” a lifetime original movie about an angry and emotionally uneasy foster “child” and his social worker who trys to save him before he ages out of the system. A very good movie and a must-see for anyone who can relate.

When I was born my mother was unable to care for me because she was diagnosed with a dangerous mental disease. My father wasn’t around yet. If my god-sent grandmother didn’t agree to raise me who knows where I would be right now. “Nan” raised me for the most part. My father was there on and off, he was a good dad. My mom did what she could but many times I was watching her instead of the other way around. I had to make sure she didn’t try to hurt herself or start painting the walls.

As a teenager I was a wild one. Cursing, stealing, running away, leaving for “school” and doing things I wouldn’t dare document. I was in the streets for no apparant reason and government workers could not slow me down. They were there though, driving me to the local clinic for an STD test or helping me clean my room. I was off the chain because my upbringing was all twisted. I was vulnerable and the devil was having fun with me. The town truancy officer knew my story and I was scaring everybody who loved me. I was sippin on the wrOng juice and the rich side of my family would not let my immediate family forget it. They said I couldn’t make it and I wouldn’t have without divine intervention.

GOD blessed me with knowing someone who knows someone who knows of a program that may help me. HANDY (an acronym for Helping Abused Neglected Dependent Youth) Fed me, clothed me and placed my accomplishments at their desks. They hooked me up with a nice apartment, monthly giftcards and money for my light bill. Kirk and Christina… Like family to me.

I finished my selected trade school for massage therapy, obtained a job in my field, working fulltime and in school part time to further my career in hollistic healthcare. I’v truely been blessed. I wasn’t exactly ready to appreciate my blessings but they were there, givin to me by the hands of a non-profit organization sort of like the one in the movie “America”

When I have my millions in a couple years I will help the 17 year olds who have no idea what to do with themselves. €he 8 out of 10 kids who end up dead, homeless or in prison…

AmERicA was a great film and can you believe the young actor who played America has never acted before???!! Rosie o donnell (who plays the social worker) found him in a diner two days prior to shooting the movie. Maybe that’s the reason his performance seems so natural. Some of my best pictures were a result of my first photo shoot …it just flows the first time :)…Have a good one guys, stay blessed.