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Those of us expecting a refund are hella excited right now. My successful business men and women? Not so excited. Well not only do I have a refund but I have 3 dependents and I didn’t receive a stimulus check last year so they won’t be taking thAt back. So I guess that means that I’ll have a car pretty soon huh? Since I lost my car in September iv hopped, skipped, and flew to work, not missing a day, waiting faithfully. I will have my Jetta soon. I can smell it. I’m going to pick up my check tomorrow bright and early. Happy tax time everybody! Who’s excited about Inauguration Day? I sure am, I will be be glued to the tv all day, thank God I have Tuesday off.

This year is so seRious. I know you understand what I’m saying. I know u feeL me lol. I know I havnt been writing but I was just feeling so good and trying to take it all in. This New years eve I went to work and then I went to church and brought the new year in the right way. I don’t go to church very often and last time God took me to church on a holiday of some sort was on my 18th birthday. I went to work and directly to church just like this time. And on my 18th birthday it wasn’t planned, my coworker asked me to come and I said yes just like December 31st 2008. On my 18th birthday I could have partied the night away just like this New years eve. But I didn’t. When I turned 18 I was invited to a spanish church where I couldn’t understand a word but somehow I felt weak in the knees as I felt every word. This New years I was invited to a spanish church where I couldn’t understand a word but I ended up crying as God embraced me. As I stood in that church late on the night of my 18th birthday I knew things were going to be alright. Soon after, I graduated my trade school, got an excellent job in my field, had my own apartment, had a good man and was in school to pursue my career. All before the age of 19. Somewhere between 19 and 20 I lost it all. Between 20 and 21 had it and lost it again. A bit after my 21st birthday I found myself. I’m 21 now and a few days ago I went to church with my coworker and I stood there hugging complete stangers as we entered 2009. As we let go of all the pain and confusion of 2008. God touched me that night just like he did a few years back as a young woman taking 2 buses at 5 in the morning to school followed by one more long bus ride to work everyday. He blessed me for my patience, my strength and my faith. I feel my blessings approaching and its more apparant then ever. I’m performing more efficiently and effortlessly at my job. I feel the creativity flowing through my viens when I write or sing. I’m surrounded by beautiful people, its tax time and Obama is my president. This year will be great, Just you see.

They take in her words like religion. Search for it. Feed on it. Love it. They see her as hope. They see her as truth. A voice to make the day easier.Her poems and random writing seem to fall off of their own tongues. She invades minds. Slowly but surely. She moves in like a hawk. She circles over the unwarry much like a vulture but does not wait for death. She finds her prey alive and well and she attacks. Shifting every chromosome to prepare them for the takeover. Her stuff is strong, powered by a force familiar to the mass. A friend to many. They watch as the mild mannered liquid brews to a boil. She’s dangerous. She is exposed. She talks and they listen as God speaks through her.