Dec 23 2008
Change is good.
Even in its most drastic form change is usually good. To my friend who got laid off today for no reason two days before Christmas, that just means God will open the next door for him. To my friend going through a divorce, knowing she deserves better, yet not wanting to be alone. It seems traumatic now, god will bless her for loving herself enough to walk away. To my friend who is used to the penthouse and lush landscapes forced to move back in with the parents, she needs time to reflect on what god may have been trying to show her while she was living it up. To my friend who can easily run the block to feed his family like he is all to familiar with doing but he chooses to watch his wife work a 9 to 5 knowing God sees him. To myself who sits with no car and living with friends, working everyday instead of taking the easy way out and moving to another state with a man who claims he would’ve helped me. Made sure I had a car, clothes, no rent, whatever. No one can win when they resist change. When they stress change. All my people who hate working the phones. Baby, people are NOT doing good right now, please be thankful you have what you have. It is a stepping stone so use it as that. I just ordered a book titled “how to be proactive in the meantime”. I can’t wait to read it. God knows that I know that I am meant to do something BIG while I’m here. I won’t cry in the meantime.I will know God is molding me. Christmas is almost here!! 
