Got2speakonlyfe

Btween checks I promise myself not to spend on materialistic buLL…I go as far as making a detailed list of ways to use my money in productive ways. As soon as I get some new money, I sit with it for a day or two and I spend it on something i will soon stash up somewhere and never use. It’s an ugly cycle. It’s been much worse, and I guess I can’t expect to change overnight, but it’s slowing down my progress!  I feel different though, Lately i’v been spending money on my family and other outlets other than hollister and kohls lol. I feel myself changing. I don’t eat out as much. I don’t NEED a trip to the spa. Like many other things I speak on, its a constant spiritual war. One side of me buys comfort items. A new designer shirt. The latest hype in the electronic world.  A gourmet meal at a nice resturant…dining alone…NOT EVEN HUNGRY. Spending money that is meant to help myselp and others make moves in this crazy world. I see the bigger picture…I’ll keep praying for myself…I don’t want to have a “consumer’s mind” I have so much to do and life is short! Lord…Deliver me from the mall.

Lacrae-”Change”

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