Got2speakonlyfe

Its a constant spiritual war. I know from the title you didn’t expect the heaviness but listen…Everyday I come to work like many others I work in sales. I clock in and I spend 8 hours of my day talking 2 strangers. On the consumers side I’m just a voice on the other side of the phone. On my side I’m screaming “why am I here!” As I overcome objectives with confidence, killing em with pleasantries, closing the sale. The answer to my question is that I am here because God put me here. This is my stepping stone that I have been blessed with. This is where the two sides collide. Okay I feel great, I express my gratitude daily and I’m a pleasure to be around. Outa NOwhEre…the voice starts yapping, the negative self-talk begins. “You can do so much better” “look at you! You don’t belong here”. I acknowledge the voice, ignore it and so…it flees. I just thought I would share my spiritual war with you. I’m at work now chillin in the break room. I have an easy, comfty phone job and the voice shall NoT command me to be a stripper! Lol although I have the build for it I will stay at my 9 to 5 and be patient. God has so much planned for me I just have to stay focused. My steps are ordered so it would be quite disrespectful to doubt now wouldn’t it? TTYL